Afraid of rejection...
Hi, im just new here... my friends used to call me ayin and this is my life now..
i can't love someone who can't accept by my families... opinion of my family and relatives is a matter.. i listen and and obey what they want for me.. i loved someone before and got a broken heart because i need to follow what my mom and relative wants... now that i have a new bf, i am not ready to introduce him to them because im afraid that they will again reject him.. that thought really scares me, well my bf just graduated as marine engineer... though he doesn't have a good family background i know that my life with him will be fine.. butu still i have a really big problem according to our feelings.. haiz!!! damn life!!!
Signed: 2008-05-07 00:31:43