Sadness Stories

It started last 2007 of september and we were 2nd year college that time. we are both nursing students, we spend time together at the library (hindi kami nerd ha! bwahaha)prior to our class and ate lunch together. palagi itong nangyayari at minsan we talked about our likes and dislikes, her type of guy and my type of girl pero hindi ko alam na na-in-love na ako sa kanya, honestly, when it comes to this, im very weak and falls in love quickly and i would say in my mind na "mawawala din to" pero habang tumatagal, nag-go grow ang love ko sa kanya. but i know she "likes" someone else. ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya ay through my jokes at minsan kinukulit ko siya at ang pinaka masakit ay ang time na she will be teased to someone else, yung pairing2x sa classroom but she told me that hindi daw niya gusto yung tao but appreciated lang niya because she's not ready for any relationships.



anyhow, she kept on asking me kung sino daw type ko and so on, so i answered her but i used a code name for her, i said she's "mysterya" but that person is anonymous pero siya yun talaga. i told her everything about mysteria and why i love her, she keeps on smiling at sabi pa niya na oa ako at martyr kasi bakit ko raw minamahal ang isang tao na hindi ako mahal at nagtatago lang ako.



march 17 came and it was here bday, we texted at the night of march 16 until the dawn of 17 and i confessed my love for her and the true identity of mysteria and that is her. she was inda shocked of what i said and keep on pushing me that i really dont love her and only challenged by her intelligence (she's smart kasi eh) but i keep on pusruing that i really love her and ask her that i will still be loving her.



3rd year na kami ngayun and i still lover her and she knows it. we even go home, eat lunch, go to library, and have the same hospital for duty. she told me before na martyr daw ako but i will not stop loving her even she finds the one she like.



i am not expecting anything in return from her but i dont care if she wouldnt love me as long as i love her truly.



minsan, i cried honestly at night kung bakit hindi pwede maging kami. and i just think the negative side of it...



soon, i will be leaving philippines to migrate and hope she will find her knight in shining armor before i leave..



i love her very much..